Email to my Uncle .. domain unknown :(

Every1 tht reads this – this msg was supposed to b private ..btwn me n Stephen Uncle .. n unfortunately I told chech tht I emailed him 4 his bday. Chech emotionally blackmailed me since then 2 post on this page .. since then .. n coz I dnt wanna do anthng 2 upset her more than she already is .. here is wht I send Stephen uncle for his Bday .. love u my half crack chech n love ur auditor hubby even more .. mwah!







Dear Stephen uncle,

Happy birthday!! I somehow miss u so much. More today than ever ..
I wish I cld say all this in my mind .. But I feel if I write it down u might read it sometime .. somewhr .. somehow ..
U went away too soon .. I love ur family to bits and I know for a fact that our family is never t same without u.

Jst t fact that I know ur gonna be in ur room or on t couch with ur laptop when I get home was a peaceful feeling in itself. I dnt have that feeling anymore.

Chech spoke a lot abt u on t train after we finished shopping in Sydney when I was there in May .. She was so happy ..
And then when chech wld get delayed at work and u wld be hungry .. u used to wait in t kitchen for her to come back .. that was such a cute thing ..somethin that I noticed but never told u ..

Do u know I don't even have one single pic wid u n me offlate? I regret that .. I wish we had taken more pics .. Somethin to look at and smile .. u know

U know I was so fond of u .. and I know u were always watchin out for me. But now I have to think twice before I do anything coz I know u r literally watchin me :)
I jst wantd to tell u that now that ur physically no more I find myself thinking so much abt u all t time ..
It was painful how u went .. too soon .. too fast. I mean .. u were ok .. man .. in May for Rach’s birthday .. u were fine.
U still had Vodka at Pancakes on the rocks on her birthday .. Only dada n mama wld believe it was orange juice K .. not me or Chech ..
I took for granted that u wld be around a lot more longer ..

Umm ill tell u somethin I have not told anyone ever .. I always thought if ...and that's a BIG if dada was no more for my wedding u wld walk me down t aisle .. Now that I have experienced how it is to lose u ..i pray I dnt need to lose anyone like this ever ..

I know you dnt like to go to church .. especially for a big mass .. I still remember my first communion ... our family was seated on t 3rd row.. I kinda knew u wldnt come .. so when chech told me u didnt come, I kind knew it .. but deep down inside I was disappointed .. Then I went for my Altar call .. when the priest told us to turn around and face the congregation as new members of the church .. there you were .. Smiling at me ..
When I turned from altar u were t first one I saw ..
That too in t front .. 1st row .. Hehe
But t fact is u came .. U came coz I called u
And u came coz u knew it was my first communion ..
AND u came in blue jeans n brown shirt .. the ppl were all decked up in sari or suit or juba n mundu .. and u .. my uncle came looking so cool .. all my friends were like .. wow ur uncle is so cool
Sigh

When I came to Australia in May and u took us to see t pacific ocean u drove all t way .. the full day .. and that’s how I assumed it wld always b .. Infact .. how I thot was for my wedding u wld be driving me to church … I took it for granted ..

We all think u had a blessed life and a blessed death. U didn’t suffer too much ..
But whatever said and done u went away too soon ..
Chech n the kids wl be fine .. But t fact remains t same tht they wld be jst fine .. And nothin else
But we r all here for them jst like before .. Only difference is much stronger ..
So obviously I dnt need to worry too much abt that

I jst wantd to talk to u ..
So ya .. the best way is FB email ..

.i, miss u .. . Have fun there .. K ..see u sometime ..

Ill wear my ralf schumacher cap, the one that u bot me k .. And u wear urs .. that stupid red michael Schumacher cap .. We ll recognise each other through that k :)

Love u .. ur fav niece ;)